alone,the word itself is so alone cant find anything to accompany it.well i dont know what is happen to me .am i alone ,why am i alone ,do i love to be alone .i just cant find answer to any of my questions.why i seldom like to stay from the general crowd.sometimes i think am i reaaly living my own life or i am just pretending to live and to be happy.i don not get any answer that what exactly i want in life.from what do i always run,is that truth that haunts me or i am quite weak to face the naked truth of life.whom am i cheating,myself,if so why .the erosion has set in. i am getting eroded,my mind my soul,every thing,i just do not know how to stop it .its like a suicidal patient who knows he will die ,but have to take it.i am really scared of life?if living is all happiness then why am i upset and what is the reasn for it.so many questions to answer,